It has come to my attention... May 12, 2006 It has recently come to my attention that this web log is way, way, way, too freaking serious. I was going to embark on a series of posts about the meaning and purpose of ritual. Now, on second thought, I have decided...not. I still want to discuss it, but I want to do so at 'the festive board', as a philisophical discussion with like minded brethren over a glass of wine while at dinner after a degree ceremony.I don't want to seem like I'm entirely copping out here. To follow up on my previous post let me relay this anecdote.I remember when I was a newly raised Master Mason. I would attend each meeting and, while listening to the ceremony, become increasingly agitated with the material I was hearing. Oh yeah, sure, some of the ritual talks about high-minded ideas of moral precepts that are universal in nature. However, the bulk of it is highly repetitive and seemingly devoid of meaning. I would leave the meeting thinking, "Man, that's the stupidist thing I have ever done in my life. Why am I even here?" Then I would post obnoxious messages on Freemason forums looking for answers only to get vaugue replies that were more infuriating than the meeting itself.However, a funny thing happened. About a week later, I would keep asking myself, "When is the next meeting?" I felt 'drawn' to it. Over time, as I found I could learn ritual, I began to feel a great familiarity with it; the more I knew, the more I wanted to be involved. It no longer seemed strange and weird, it seemed natural, right, and proper. I kind of figured this would happen by the way. The average person doesn't realize it, but they have become aclimated to their own rituals. If you had never been to a Christian Church in your life and then showed up one day, for the very first time, and saw a Roman Catholic Mass you would think it was the weirdest damned thing you had ever seen. Let's say you had never been to a baseball game the, likewise, you might think it was the most boring and pointless exercise ever. In either case, your perspective would be skewed because you had not become indoctrinated in that particular ritual.There is something in human experience that makes ritual comforting. I don't know, maybe all of us (or most of us) have a touch of OCD. All I know is that performing a ritual ceremony (whatever it might be) with a group of friends makes you feel better at the end of the evening than you did when you started out.I don't know if it means anything more than that, or even has to mean anything more than that, but for me it is enough. I value the time I spend with my brethren, and the delicious pancake and sausage breakfast I will have tomorrow morning will bear testament to that fact.In the meantime, I am now challenging each of you who read this blog to embark on a ritualistic assignment of your own. You are all to watch, beginning to end, the Google Video linked above called 'Tunak Tunak Tun'. This is the #24 video on Google Video and I believe the ritualistic exercise will enrich your life just a tiny bit. Comments Anonymous said… I'd actually seen that before when I was looking at a foreign music video site. There's something very engaging about it and I like the music as well. Not sure I understand the ritual piece of it.
Oh, the humanity.. August 08, 2009 Without question this is the most annoying YouTube video I have ever watched in my life. Well, to be frank, I couldn't actually watch the whole thing. I had to start and stop it in segments while I tried to clear my polluted mind. The only reason I post it here, for those of you who can stomach a couple of minutes, is to point out the absurdity of two batshit crazy people arguing with each other as to who is or is not the most batshit crazy. This is the ultimate pot calling the kettle black scenario of all time. The ' Project Camelot ' group (a bit shit crazy collection of UFO contactees who never found an absurd story they couldn't swallow) interview ' Dr. Steven Greer ' (the biggest fucking dickheaded asshole to ever invade the field of UFOology in all of recorded history). This controversial interview centers around the conflict that Greer claims that all ET contact is beautiful, wonderful, beneficial and great (and anything which is negative i... Read more
Planetside Screenshots August 23, 2007 I realize that this post is going to cause some Web-Wiplash, but I think that is ok. For years I have held onto some old Planetside screenshots that I wanted to post online some day. After scouring an old hard drive yesterday these are the ones I came up with. Still, I know I am missing many of the screenshots I really wanted to keep. Especially ones from when the game was very early in development. I designed the entire client side game engine myself and I had a lot of fun during the development process. One of my regrets is that, in many respects, the final game did not look nearly as visually impressive as it did at certain points during development. There were a number of reasons for this. One was from a technology stand point. Most developers of an MMO game engine might assume it would be reasonable to stream data in as a player moved around the environment. That was certainly my original design. However, once the game got into heavy beta testing there was a strong push to get eve... Read more
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